Thanks all for the comments and think due to the holes and the all I will go with your suggestion for now thank Fi and see how I go.
I have managed to find a lady who does courses about 20mins from me and am booking 2 hours as a taster and then I am going to be buying my kit. So VERY VERY excited. She also does a class once a month that is 2 hours for £25 so going to go to that as often as I can. Can't believe that only a week or so ago it was a no go and now I am getting close.
Things are definitely looking up have a fab day with my Jewellery today as well but will post about that in the Jewellery section
Thanks again for your comments all