For me, it's all about figuring out stuff with my mind .... Which takes long enough in it's own right.
And Then trying to teach my body how to use what I figured out with my mind ..... without forgetting what my mind figured out.
And THEN playing with the glass while pointing myself toward that nebulous end point that I - think - I wanted to achieve.
All the while reminding myself that the destination really isn't the goal.
The goal is the journey to getting to the destination.
And I realize I have drifted back too close to the torch face again.
Its a good thing I like playing with fire and molten glass.